~Alyssa~

My name is Alyssa, and im 15. I have a tumblr because it's an easier way for me to express my true feelings. I'm afraid to be me and show the real side of me to everyone in real life, so the internet is a barrier for me. I have one tumblr that is completely unknown to everyone that knows me, i made it so i can express the deep dark side of me. This one is more open, some people I know have my tumblr. Perhaps they will understand me more, I'm not the fat bitch that they all know. Deep Down im just a girl who is shattered into pieces with scars inside and out. Im always judged, there is never a day that i can walk and honestly be proud to be who I am. I'm not proud of myself or my accomplishments. People say im smart, to me my 80's and 90's are fails. Nothing that is positive to a regular person is positive to me. You can make fun of me all you want, truth is i say 100x worse to myself everyday and every second of the day. Im not perfect, I never will be, I hate me and I hate my life. The only good thing in my life currently is my boyfriend Codey. He is my one true love. <3

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